Oh My Daughter

Masa hantar Delisya dan Dafiya ke Taska pagi ni, diorang tak nangis ngengada mcm hari2 sebelum ni. Macam akur je. Maybe masing2 mood baik kot hari ni. Tapi sayu rasa hati bila tengok muka Delisya lambai goodbye then tangan disilang ke belakang and tengok je kereta aku blah.. macam..ntahla...mesti dia terpikir

"Kenapa mama kena kerja?"

"Kenapa Isya dgn adik kena duduk dekat Taska?"
"Kenapa Isya tak boleh ikut mama pergi kerja?"

or whatever question on her mind...walaupun aku pernah explain..mesti dia belum paham apa2 lagi..

Pernah aku quit dulu sebab nak jadi fulltime housewife, tapi dalam 3-4 bulan je then kerja balik. 1st sebab kesian and rasa bersalah ngn mama abah yg dah susah payah hantar aku belajar sampai Degree at the end tak menjadi orang yg berguna sgt huhuu..2nd, aku kesian dengan papa yang terpaksa memenuhi kehendak material aku. Yelah, aku bukan kahwin dgn jutawan, bila nak something whether its necessary or not aku akan tanya dia dulu. Tapi bila aku kerja, income come from both side, ada lebihan and boleh menyimpan or spend so its for our daughters future too..

Actually aku tak nafikan anak2 yang masih kecil ni (aged 0-6 yrs) perlu sentiasa dgn makbapak dorg instead of babysitter. After 7 yrs old baru dorg boleh bawak diri and sesuaikan dgn org sekeliling tapi zaman skrg x macam dulu kan.. ikutkan hati memang nak jaga diorang sambil keje..tapi aku tak pandai buat bisnes dr rumah or something..takut hangat2 taik ayam je..sorry ye anak2 ku...sian korg dpt mak cmni..

Anak Anugerah Allah..

Hey!

Pagi tadi bangun tido, seeing my daughters terbongkang macam org keletihan yg amat sangat.

Comel gile tengok Dafiya meniarap and Delisya ternganga..berbeza masa dalam pantang dulu, where masing2 tido bersopan dalam bedung lurus macam mayat jek..Eh macam mayat plak aku samekan! Bengong..

So i quickly kissed both of them on the cheek and forehead..bau masyam2 baby gitu..Delisya dah hilang natural baby smell tu tapi Dafiya masih ada lagi. You see, if you have kids, you'll know what i meant with 'masyam2' smell tu. Bukan busuk. But when you smell it, you'll automatically want to smell it again and again!

Kan baby ni ada bau syurga so the smell that they have is one of a kind punya bau yg buat kita addicted tau. Thats why lepas balik kerja je, they are the first thing that i will kiss..No matter how stink pun kids ni, we still never feel disgust to kiss em tau!Taktaula nak cakap camne tapi they are just so adorable! So aku ni sengih la sorang2 tengok gaya diorang ni tido pagi tadi.. Memang malas betul nak bangun mandi bersiap gi kerja tau! Sumpah! See this picture!

Bantal divider kena ada kalau tak kaki naik ke muka dsb..

Sebelum snap ni kakak mengigau tengah sikat rambut siap tepek guna tapak tangan lagi kasi rapi!

Tengok kakak eh tido macam katak style!

Budak ni tido lama kalau sebelah kakak die..I hope they will love each other forever..

Is that a ballon on her cheek?

You see what i mean?? Tak sampai hati langsung nak kejutkan diorang specially si comel bambam ni..tengok kaki die,rasa nak gigit! Tengok pipi dia macam pau rasa nak makan!Hmmmmm as i wrote this, im missing them like hell...Tak sabar nak balik gomol2 diorang karang..

Terima kasih Allah sebab bagi peluang pada aku untuk merasa jadi ibu kepada anak-anakku..Aku tahu semua yang Kau kurniakan hanyalah pinjaman di dunia ni..Namun kerana mereka lah aku menjadi insan yang lebih baik setiap hari...

Life Update

Hey!

Just another week before im off for holiday in Kuching. Not sure what my boss decision whether i'll be on unpaid leave or paid leave (sebab 2 weeks). Whatever it is, tickets and hotel all have been booked already. Barang je belum pack. Man..i wish i could skip that part coz it's the most difficult things to do! Even my own stuff pun dah cukup pening, tambah pulak lagi dengan my kids stuff..Papa never having that difficulties no matter where he go for outstation even for a long term. Flight pukul 8pm, still boleh packing an hour before pergi airport! How easy was that??

Anyway yesterday we went to Nilai 3 to look for something for our 'abg angkat' la in Sarawak named Abg Ibrahim. He's such a nice guy that we ever knew. Such a stranger in the beginning when we ronda2 Pasar Satok last year to buy ikan terubuk. So we bought few fish from him,sembang2 then he offered to take us jalan2 Kuching. Of course we were reluctant sebab dia tengah kerja and dont want to trouble him but he insist jugak. Cut the story short, he bought so many stuff for us to bring back here and nak hantar balik hotel and even offered to send us to airport! Since everything has been arranged for us, we had to say no to him lah. 

And last month he just courier ikan terubuk masin lagi for us. I gave some to mama and friends, last 2 week when papa pergi sana pun dia kirim lagi 10 ekor bawak balik. He refuse to take any cents from us..Sometimes tak sedap jugak coz asyik makan budi orang kan but he's seriously kind hearted people coz he never expect anything in return.  He aware that we'll be there next week and although we already booked a hotel for that two weeks, awal2 dia dah bagi tahu penginapan dan kereta for us to use dah disediakan..can u imagine?

Thank you Allah sebab ketemukan kami dengan orang yang baik2..

Today Dafiya is turning to 8 months and Delisya 2 tahun 10 bulan. 

Delisya had growned up quite fast than we're expected. She's now can pee on her own in the toilet. Berak je tak berani nak bagitahu but the process will take time. Banyak kali jugak im motivating myself and papa to be more patient and never give up. Alhamdulillah she's such a smart and brilliant girl Cuma biasalah part throwing tantrums tu once in a while. Ada kudrat, aku layankan je. Time tak kuasa, melalak la hang sorang2..dah penat,tau la dia diam. Kids bukan boleh dibagi muka sangat. Nanti kita pulak jadi hamba diorang.

Dafiya on the other hand, lasak bukan main. Khasiat susu ibu i guess. Super duper uber strong i tell u! She's now in the process of crawling. Tapi lebih pada menyusur macam soldier. Her feet can stand as if she's ready to crawl but when she's making a move, jatuh balik and it goes on and on. Tak penat2 pulak tu. The most likeable thing for her is memanjat atas orang. Dont care whoever she saw laying depan tv, she'll crawl and panjat just to be on top of people's body. Heh so cute..she knows she's adorable that we'll hug and kiss her again and again..Bab makan takyah cakap, sumbat je ape pun and banyak mana pun she'll never stop or puke back. This is quite contrary dengan Delisya when she's on her age. Alhamdulillah..as long as my daughters sihat sejahtera, nothing that worries me..

Madu Naqia, Bephanten, Calamine & Momate

Assalamualaikum.

Baru dapat tarik nafas lega these few days. Yelah, sebelum ni macam2 hal timbul. Mane dengan isu Taskanye, Dafiya ruam teruk kat anunye, Delisya batuk x sudah2, Papa dengan isu outstationnye, pendek kate mak ni jugaklah yang serabut nak pikior semua benda...Haiissh..

Itu hari kan Delisya batuk2 specially tengah malam. Susahla hati mak ni tido tak lena kan sebab terjaga bagi die minum air..Bagi ubat batuk pun tak jalan. So satu hari tu jalan2 kat Mydin, ade satu booth ni jual produk2 kesihatan la..die recommend madu Naqia ni. Walaupun die mahai skit je drpd madu biasa, die seboleh2 nak aku beli jugak sebab tinggal sebotol je lagi. So aku pun beli jelah. 

Courtesy of Google Image

So i gave her 2 times a day which is pagi and malam. Kalau aku terlupa, dia yg ingatkan aku "Mama, nak madu"..And after two days, die dah tak batuk2 lagi..Memang awesome lah! So now aku bagi papa pulak makan sebab die pulak batuk2 sebab kerap merokok and of course sebagai umat Islam silalah baca Bismillah, selawat 3x dan memohon doa dulu pada Allah utk mnyembuhkan ape jua penyakit yg ada dalam badan nih kannn.. Madu ni seelok-eloknya disimpan di dalam kabinet dapur instead of dalam refrigerator. Its not good you know..no..no..no..Ni sumber yang aku dapat hasil daripada copy paste article drpd blog org..ngeh3 =P

 KHASIAT ZA'FARAN

" Mencerdaskan minda, penyakit radang paru-paru, sakit tekak dan tonsil
" Sebarang masalah kulit, menghindarkan batuk dan selsema
" Sakit kepala atau migrane dan asma" Muntah-muntah, penyakit buah pinggang
" Gila babi atau sawan, sukar tidur malam (insomnia)
" Demam. Masalah limpa, pembuka selera makan, penyakit kanser, lumpuh
" Bengkak hati atau hipatitis A dan B
" Memudahkan penghadaman, menghilangkan bau mulut
" Membuang angin dan asid yang berkumpul dalam perut
" Menambahkan tenaga zahir dan batin
" Masalah mati pucuk, sembelit
" Pertumbuhan akal dan fizikal bayi serta kanak-kanak
" Awet muda dengan kulit cerah dan bersih
" Bahan penenang bagi masalah kemurungan & runsing
" Mengurangkan kesakitan pada kanak-kanak ketika tumbuh gigi
" Melancarkan perjalanan haid yang tidak menentu
" Menguatkan ingatan dan menghilangkan keletihan
" Menyembuhkan sakit perut, pening, sakit gigi, sakit mata dan pelbagai penyakit lain, insya' Allah

Dalam kitab Tibbul Imama A'li , muka surat 381, Saiyidina Ali (k.w) menyatakan:
Maksudnya:

"Sesiapa yang mengambil sebahagian Za'faran tulen dan Su'dun satu bahagian dicampurkan dengan 'asal (madu), diminum sebanyak dua misqal (dua sudu) pada setiap hari, maka dia dikagumi tentang ingatannya sehingga dituduh melakukan sihir."

Oleh itu, i would love to recommend this honey specially to those yang ada anak batuk2 tu. Selain boleh mnyembuhkan batuk, its also good for thier mind. Sunnah Rasullullah s.a.w kann..

Second, i've spotted some rashes kat tutut Dafiya last few weeks. So mcm biasa lah i put on Bephanthen cream yg telah terbukti bagus dan berkesan to baby's skin. Delisya pun guna ni dulu since she was born. Lepas sapu confirm hilang. But after a week applied to Dafiya's skin, it seems like takde kesan malah getting worse. So we bring her to the doctor and he advise us to put Calamine lotion everytime. Fine, we thought oklah, mungkin ruam biasa yang disebabkan oleh kelembapan. But then also takde effect. Kesian la sangat kan sebab Dafiya ni tak pandai show emotion or menggaru2 lagi but 1 thing good about her, die x meragam langsung walaupun rashes tu quite bad jugak..

 

Tetibe aku teringat aku dulu ade beli cream for eczema untuk Delisya last year yang tak pernah guna langsung.Yang ni aku tak consult Doctor just beli sendiri from Farmasi. Then aku applied kat tempat rashes tu, terus hilang after two days. Mase aku jumpa doctor itu hari, dia kata bukan eczema sebab kalau eczema, lagi teruk dari tu. Tapi kenapa aku pakai krim yg knonnnye utk eczema ni terus hilang rashes2 tu?Ni dia penyelamatnya..Apepun syukur Alhamdulillah la sekarang semua dah setel dengan izinNya.. 

 

Then last Saturday pulak aku experienced benda yg tak pernah2 aku sangka akan terjadi. Ia adalah berpunca drpd kebodohan diri sendiri yang tak buat research dulu sebelum bagi anak makan. Tau sebab ape? Aku - taktau - langsung - bayi - bawah - 12 bulan - tak boleh - makan - telur . Fullstop!

So i was having a breakfast with papa that morning with just 6 of half cooked egg, and Nescafe. Sambil2 tu i thought it was okay to feed Dafiya with egg yolk sebab texture nye yang dah siap dilenyek tu..Die tau ape..ngap ajer! After 15 minutes, die meresah, then merah2 area leher, armpit and badan. I thought apehal macam kena gigit nyamuk / semut je nih! So i rubbed on Mopiko..yes,that 5 minutes of my stupidity...thank you..

But then she suddenly turn into a biggg monsterrr with an ear as huge as elephant!! Ok im exaggerating.

Badan die makin merah,die start menggosok2 mata dengan backhand die, medula oblongata pun turut menampakkan diri,malahan telinga jadi capang...what the heck??

That moment baru aku tahu she was allergic with telur..Tak kena,tak tau kan..In my family none of us ade allergic so aku taktau mcmmane we can detect if we have allergic until we consume that food baru tahu kan?? So shall i be blame for that? T_T

Bergegaslah kami anak beranak ke Klinik..kebetulan it was weekend and banyak klinik buka half day je. At that moment it was like 12pm nearly..so malang betul lepas pusing2 town, takde yang bukak, we decided ke PD..nasib baik Delisya masa tu dengan mummy die kat PD, and Dafiya was sleeping along the way..sian die..so lepas makan ubat, tidur..bangun lepas Asar, kemain die girang sebab alergi dah hilang sekelip mata..Alhamdulillah..takkan ku ulangi lagi kesilapan itu in future!

Anyway bulan Mei dan June papa outstation ke Sarawak & Sabah lagi..bolehlah kami holiday lagiiii..yeayyy!!

3 Months Old Dafiya Zulaikha

Yeaayy Dafiya dah turn to 3 months last week..Alhamdulillah die membesar dengan sihat dan baik. She's soo chubby that i wanted to kiss her all day & all night!!Nomnomnom wangi pulak tu~Anyway esok appointment checkup die kat klinik utk injection 3 months.. Again i had to bring her all by myself sebab papa outstation ke JB lagi...Mmmm~what to do~

Dafiya sekarang dah pandai meniarap! cepat kan? Normally baby selalunya boleh meniarap around 4 months ke atas. I didn't teach her pun. I realized she able to do it mase tgk TV itu hari. Die mcm biase lah hisap jari die sampai juling2 biji mata tgk ibu jari sendiri like nobody's business. Kadang2 bila terlepas tgn tu dr mulut die dsbbkan oleh saliva yg byk, die boleh marah and mrengek2 nak suap balik tgn kedalam mulut. So i let her do her thang and buat taktau..Suddenly die mcm bunyi mendengus2 and when i turned around die dh terbalik and muka dah sembam ke toto. Im worried she'll get lemas and quickly lentangkan die balik. She's fine and 5 minutes later die lemas lagi. Thats it! I knew she work hard utk meniarap so i monitored and yes..i was right bebeh! Senang gile die pusingkan badan yg berketul2 tu..Maybe coz she felt her muscle dah firm and strong enough kot..Ni lah bagusnye susu ibu..Kalau body builder needs protein, my bambam needs this----> 

Yeaahh..sehari 4-5 botol hantar nursery..

Percubaan Pertama - Gulingkan Badan

Percubaan Kedua - Hold with 1 hand utk keluarkan sblh tgn lagi

Percubaan Berjaya - Yeayyy...

Aku ni bukan la mak yang kecoh mcm aku sorang je ade anak camni dlm dunia (wlpn ada juak bunyi2 riak tu). Tapi mak mane yang tak bangga and happy ada anak yang comel, sihat, dan mmbesar dgn baik kan? Aku bersyukur sebab Tuhan tu maha adil..Apa yang orang lain ada, aku mungkin tak ada..tapi orang lain pun tak semua ada apa yg aku ada.. Bak kata pepatah yg pernah aku baca dekat wall Eza - it's obviously true..

 

Aku bersyukur dgn apa sahaja yang aku ada sekarang..bila dah 'berusia' sikit ni barulah aku kenal erti kehidupan yang sebenar dan apa yang patut aku cari dan manfaatkan dalam kehidupan..mungkin aku masih belum matang lagi kalau aku belum kahwin sekarang ni..Perancangan Allah untuk hambaNya adalah lebih baik drpd perancangan manusia sendiri..Yes there are ups and down in life but hey, itu yang mematangkan kite right? *Bijak betul aku berkata2 kan ngeh3..

Akikah Dafiya - Postponed

Sangat marah.

My parents had to postponed the date until TBA. Hari tu macam dh confirm date tu orang2 masjid available untuk tahlil and kenduri. Tibe2 malam tadi bgtau tukar tarikh pulak! Of course i get upset sebab Dafiya dah turn to 3 months now and aku kalau boleh nak setelkan majlis die secepat mungkin coz i had another plan to arrange pulak with my hubby after that.

I had ordered few kuih muih, tag TQ untuk doorgift Marhaban Team pun dah siap as well as tag for normal guest. Ya ya i know..save budget lagi dgn design sendiri and print guna printer office..*Ampun boss if you read this! Malah kambing boer pun dah bayar semalam. Invitation pun dah sent out..sekarang kan dah menyusahkan aku sebab cancel balik everything! Marah sangat ni tau!

So this is the new design for the new tag..nampak poor la. Im sure people gonna rate me 4/10 kan..its ok. Puas hati buat sendiri..after all, it doesn't cost me anything ^_^

 This one will be attached with the bath towel for Marhaban Team (20 pcs)

And this one will be printed in A4 size untuk di frame kan and will be put on the candy table..

Ok next..to be continued...

Akikah Dafiya - Part 1

Ok tarikh untuk majlis cukur jambul Dafiya dah ditetapkan pada 2hb Feb 13 ni. According to Pn Noraini selaku pengerusi majlis, marhaban dan cukur jambul akan berlangsung selepas Asar dan diikuti tahlil selepas Isya'. For this occasion, aku rasa nak buat sendiri buaian berendoi dan candy table for that day. Of course lebih jimat sebab tak perlu sewa barang for decoration bagai. Lagipun mood creative is on so better beli and buat sendiri.

Esok, aku dengan papa nak pergi tengok kambing boer and booking terus. Then nak jumpa Kak Ida selaku bekas mak andam aku dulu untuk sewa pasu bunga besau die..yelah takkan aku nak beli pulok semata-mata nak hias buai..ngengade je hikhik ^_^ Kalau sempat boleh gi Nilai 3 jap cari item2 yg sesuai for decoration..yeaayyy cant wait!! Suke tau..siap ngadap You Tube lagi smlm dekat 2 jam tgk tutorial kelepet2 bunga and origami bagai...

The occasion will be held at my mum's house lah where else..dorang sekeras-kerasnya menghalang kami buat kat tempat lain..T_T. Tapi takpelah,lagipun aku kena attend best friend aku tunang utk kali ke2 jgk esoknye kat belakang rumah tu..Bab beli kambing, goodie bag, buai, marhaban all under us and my parents sanggup nak sponsor lauk pauk kenduri soo mak hokey ajer..

So balik kerja semalam aku dah pergi D.I.Y beli ntah hape-hape je, then pegi Rainbow Shop beli barang sikit cam ribbon, pembalut hadiah, kertas warna beberapa kaler.. Konon2 nak test skill la buat sendiri beb..gile kentang bile tgk tutorial ni tapi taktaula jadi ke tak esok..

Anyway, part Candy Table pun aku dah list out barang2 yang perlu like fresh flowers, kuih apam polkadot which i will tempah later, choco rollls, candies, picture board, teddy bear and whatnot..Buai pun pakai yang ade je..nanti pepandailah hias kan..buatpe nak membazir semata-mata nak menunjuk kat orang...kan riak namenye tu..By the way korang jgn ingat aku nak buang lak eh barang2 hiasan yg aku beli utk deco ni sebab! Aku akan hias lak bilik anak2 dara aku habis majlis nanti..pasti mereka suka! See?? Tak membazir kan??? Pandai mama isya dan dafiya nie...^_^

Ape2 pun tak surprise lah citer skrg..Nanti dah siap halfway baru aku tayang ok..Right now aku nak siapkan editing speech Tok Mat sikit sebelum kuar lunch ngan papa nih. Masa itu emas! Jangan asyik baca blog jer!!

A Need For QualityTime

Usually, right after fetched my daughters from nursery everyday after came back from work, i quickly leave Dafiya in her playpen in front of TV while letting Delisya do her thing like ride her bike in the garage or something. Belum sempat duduk rehat lagi ni, I opened the fridge and took out anything to cook for dinner. My hubby is being concerned about his weight recently so he don't want to have dinner after 8pm. That's why I'm rushing to prepared the dinner on time so that he could take his shower, makan, solat and rehat. (Im a good wife,aren't i?)

Selalunya we do get tired after a long day at work and all we wanna do is just baring depan TV and get to bed at 10pm, right? But after having 2 kids, i realize as a parents, we do need to have a quality time with our kids not just on weekend but everyday,at any time. Kesian diorang since morning till evening kat nursery dengan pengasuh so malam jelah they can bermanja-manja with their parents kan? Plus waktu bersama ni lah we can see their development and what have they done everyday, what have they learn, what do they eat everything. 

Honestly, i feel that i should thank their 'Mummy' and 'Cikgu' for teaching Delisya many2 songs, how to write and coloring, recites doa, pakai baju seluar sendiri, susun selipar, etc..All these tiny thing mungkin nampak simple for people tapi as a mom, kalau boleh kita nak pakaikan dia baju seluar everytime but how can she learn to do it on her own? That's when i realize i should learn on how to teach my daughters about independent bukan manjakan dia. Even my mom thought me to do house chores since Darjah 3,can u imagine? My mom and dad bekerja and balik petang or kadang-kadang malam. At that age, i can even wash all the clothes by myself (both machine and hand), kemas rumah,sidai kain di ampaian, lipat baju, sapu sampah,tukar langsir and sarung kusyen every 3-4 months, change diapers adik, put him to sleep,masak meggi or goreng telur sendiri,kemas stor just to name a few lah! Hell yes! Im not bluffing ok. Haaa compare pulak dgn generation sekarang, how many kids u find yang boleh buat semua tu seawal usia 9 tahun?? I guess i have already being a good daughter and kakak for my siblings coz of the sense of responsibility that i have in family. Hopefully my daughters dapat membesar dengan perkembangan yang baik and of course better than me.

 She can now learn to focus on something colorful

 Kakak forcing the doll to kiss her adik

 

 Jahanam dah bakul tu dibuatnya!

 

 Makan aiskrim dengan roti..Xnak share ok!

 

Dafiya is talking hehee...

2 Months Old Dafiya Zulaikha..

Cepatnye masa berlalu..dah genap 2 bulan dah Dafiya. Rasa macam dalam pantang lagi je hehee. So today bawak die pegi klinik utk injection 2 bulan. Luckily they behaved sooooo well coz awal2 tadi risau jugak sbb papa x ikut. I wonder how these two kid will behave nanti. On the way pergi i bought Delisya a few karipap and Dutch Lady Chocolate so she sang happily sorang2 like nobody's business, while Dafiya kat depan hisap2 jari.

 Newborn

 1 Month

 2 Month

We waited around 35 minutes before our turn sbb ramai orang hari ni. In the meantime, Dafiya tido je and Delisya running around exploring surrounding and making new friends. When its our turn, terhegeh2 la mummy sorg ni kendong baby and tarik si kakak untuk timbang berat & ketinggian..

So Delisya dh gained weight 10kg..Nurse kata supposed lebih la lagi coz she's now 2 years and 5 months but its okay coz x lepas garis kuning lagi. Well i guess die ni makan tak kuat sangat n play a lot thats why la. Dafiya pulak mase lahir 2.4 kg. After a month 3kg. And now 4.5kg. Not much but im happy coz its normal. Plus with her body and cheeks yang chubby its already enough to satisfy me. Jauh berbeza dgn Delisya dulu, after 5 months baru nampak ketul2 sikit although both of them sama-sama menyusu badan.

Anyway, she didn't cry a lot pun masa kena injection tadi. Ada la melalak sikit but that was like 10 sec je then hisap2 jari balik. Good Girl! Hopefully she will not having a fever lepas balik tadi. I sent her to nursery dengan Delisya sekali sebelum masuk office balik at 11am..

When Infants Talks..

2 months old Dafiya tried to express her feelings after a long day jalan-jalan cari makan last Sunday. I couldn't guessing on what is exactly she's trying to say so i just iyerkan aje lah..hehee..

Fisher Price Rainforest Open Top Take Along Swing

The differences of sleeping pattern between Delisya & Dafiya is that Dafiya x suka buai henjut. Dalam pantang hari tu she seems ok je. I guess mane2 baby will sleep je 24/7 in their earlier day sbb tu x heran pn kat dlm buai ke,berdukung ke die takkan sedar punya. But now she's 2 months old dah and i find her x nyenyak dlm buai. Kejap2 bangun,tido balik,bangun lg, hmmm 1 keje tak jalan. So googled - purchased online - item delivered. 

Good thing about it,ade muzik and colorful hanging toys yg buat die leka. It using 4 pcs of battery size C. This is her first reaction.

 But then...

Actually I felt bad for her sbb byk guna barang Delisya jgk specially clothes wlpn i did bought her few baju baru. Delisya dulu get to feel new stroller,new babycot,new cradle,new playpool,new walker etc tapi Dafiya dpt yang ni je and the rest pakai kakak punya..takpelah i guess they never think about it pun kan!Mama die je yg pikir cmni.#_*

Happy Birth Day - Dafiya Zulaikha Bt Shahrul Hisham

As i post this entry,it is 38 days today since my second daughter, Dafiya Zulaikha was born and only today i could find the right time to blog about it. All these while i've been spending my time in the bedroom 'macam orang betul2 berpantang' but once in awhile ade jugak la surf internet..itu pun ber Facebook via mobile. I got no laptop with me and x kuasa nak sitting for few hours in front of the computer and thats the reason why i didn't post any story lately..alright,move on!

Thursday,October 11,2012 

5.00pm.

Its been 10 days passed since my last working day and its already 40 weeks but the baby haven't show any signs of coming out. Tak macam Delisya dulu, 37 weeks dah keluar. Anyway, that evening my hubby and i went to the bakery shop to look for birthday cake for my bff, Ayu and celebrate her birthday which falls on the day before. On the way to her house, i felt uneasy and little contraction but it comes every 20 minutes. I told my hubby and he said maybe the time has come so relax..i took a deep breathe and we arrived safely at Ayu's house.While we waited for her mother and hubby to come, i noticed the pain comes more frequent like every 5 minutes. That moment i know this is it - real contraction!

6.45pm

I decided to go to the hospital right away so ape lagi, he drove off macam orang gile bawak kereta. I guess he's afraid if i were to give birth in the car kot! I noticed Delisya gabra and wanted to cry in the backseat seeing me fought with the pain and melalak straight after his daddy took me out to the delivery room while she waited in the car.* Thank God we managed to pack the hospital + baby bags a day before.

7.00pm

The moment i arrived, we were led to the labor room and I got changed into a labor outfit. The nurse checked whatever it was that needed checking and did the Cardiotocography (CTG). I was already 5cm dilated. Another 5cm to go, which i thought it will be a few more hours. i kept on reciting Al-Ma’thurat while waiting for the next thing to happen.

7.10pm

I was 7cm dilated and the contractions were stronger than everrr! Contractions came every 2 minutes like tidal waves and I could not concentrate on my breathing anymore. I felt a slight leakage. My waters have broken. The midwife came in. I was fully dilated now. I told her I feel like taking a dump and she said it was time to push. So I pushed with all my might and boy it felt soooo gooood, I could do it all day! The pain went away instantly. I wasn’t sure if I was doing it right (bcoz seriously macam meneran nak buang air besar jer) but the midwife kept on saying“Okay bagus, push lagi.. Dah nampak rambut baby… lagi sikit…jgn give up..teran habiss” and after a few big pushes, out came the baby’s head!

7.20pm

Dafiya Zulaikha was born! 

Another girl in the family ya'll! Alhamdulillah i was so relief everything was fine except for the few stitches that need to be done which driving me nuts!! I was really grateful to Allah for making this easy for me and i even cried when the nurse put her on my chest right after the umbilical cord was cut coz i didn't cry when Delisya was born 2 years ago! i guess that time i'm still shocked and too happy that i finally became a mother ;-)

I didn't sleep that night by the way. My body was in total pain and even tho i hav lost all my energy during the labor process. But that didn't make me feel sleepy coz i was too happy kot to see my new baby. And hell yes, i miss Delisya a lotttt! 

I was discharge the day after but the nurse asked to wait since they need to scan my belly coz i was suspected to have ovarian cyst during my pregnancy. But then when they scanned, the cyst gone! I wonder why also but then kuasa Tuhan..mungkin jugak itu pembawakan hormon masa pregnant i guess..whatever it is, im glad there's no operation needed and semua selamat both mommy and baby...

Im now a proud mother with two daughters :-D

* Delisya Az Zahra & Dafiya Zulaikha ... Thank You Allah!!