Wednesday, December 26, 2012

..the hell is wrong with me??

Tak best lah feeling nie. I always saw my ex-boss drop by kat bawah ofis aku ni dalam seminggu sekali. He went to Chartered Accountant office and mungkin die selalu masuk premis tu sebab company die diaudit oleh audit firm betul2 sebelah bawah office aku nih.

Ok, we never bounce into each other or face to face yet since i resigned from his company last year. But I'm pretty sure he recognize my car which i always park in front of this building. Sebab he knows im using that car untuk pergi sane sini for sales meeting previously.

Well, he's a nice guy i tell yah. Supportive, understanding and typical chinese. Asal aku cakap camtu? Sebab aku terasa dianak tirikan just becoz im the only Malay in his company and all my colleagues tak membantu langsung dalam urusan kerja and die tak amik port pun pasal tu. Yang die tau,i'm working for him, i should show some progress from time to time and bring him loootts of project which will give him a very good profits! Then tuang wine, minum same-same to celebrate..yuhuuu!! (of course aku terkecuali coz i didn't drink that air setan and itu yang buat ak terasa dipinggirkan) geeesshhh that time i feel sucks coz after that, all of them would play card and ting tong sementara aku pulak rushing nak balik sebab nak pickup Delisya from sister in law...

(On the phone)
Me: Mike, i need to see you coz we really need to discuss something. Can we lepak at any restaurant nearby coz i'm not comfortable talking to you in the office..
Him: What's up Husna? Is it urgent?
Me: Not really but i dont think i can kept it much longer heheee..(haktuii!)
Him: Ok, im listening..
Me: Im sorry but i dont think i can work for you any longer..*silent* 
Him: ..why Husna, You having any problem? Are they giving you hard time? (of course moron!why does it took so long for you to ask!i've been trying to tell you for so long.............) *bisik hati kecilku..=P
Me: Hmmm..bla..bla..bla..blaa...
Him: Alright, i understand that. You go home, relaxed yourself ok. I'll see you tomorrow..ok??


After a long talk and pujukan yang tak menjadi, he let me go..Yes! Despite that, die masih lagi pesan to work hard no matter where i work (macamlah aku ni pemalas..hell NO ok.aku sangat rajin!!). Banyak betul pujian die kat aku sampai aku rase serba salah pulak. Moreover, die keep on saying kalau ade mase we can lepak-lepak minum somewhere just like friends do. I know die memang baik, tapi aku segan coz he's my boss, maybe. Even now pun masih segan nak jumpa..*wtf is wrong with me guys??

So, the conclusion, should i say Hi next time if we met? I'm positively sure die akan happy kalau aku yang tegur die dulu, and happy to see me here, doing things that i love..bukan kerja sebab nak gaji je..hmm...aite..i guess i need to have the courage and keberanian 1st sebelum tu..(malu tak bertempat!i noe..thank you!)

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